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26 September 2009 @ 07:14 pm
hey guys! a quick update! sorry i've been so slack with moderating and posting myself but my internet got shut off for ages because of over use or something really weird. never fear it's finally back :D i hope everyone is well think thin & stay safe ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
 
 
17 August 2009 @ 12:31 pm
Hey everyone
I'm new to this community, and to livejournal.com aswell actually.
Im also fairly new to these eating problems i've been having. I just feel so, i dunno, confused when confronted with food i guess. Somedays i'll binge on like, loads of crap, then other days I won't eat at all. I want it to be steady you know, steady and losing, fast.
So if anyone is having the same thing i am, Id appreciate some feedback.
Have a good day,
xoxo
 
 
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
 
 
17 August 2009 @ 09:44 pm

im pretty new to this...but i needed someone or some people to talk to and atleast all you girls here are like me. im in a new town, new school, (high school which absolutely sucks to start new in). i just miss my old friends and even (schockingly) the people i used to hate.
not sure that anyone cares...but comment if you want,
hoping to make a friend :)
 
 
Current Mood: anxiousanxious
Current Music: Too Much- All Time Low
 
 
25 August 2009 @ 06:59 pm
OMG. i'm meeting up with this guy i really like on saturday, and its now tuesday. I NEED TO BE THIN when i see him, i don't want to be disappointed when he sees me, ahh. how can i loose loads of weight really quickly?! its driving me crazy, im so scared and i can't pull out and not meet him because ive done it many times before and he won't like me.

HELP ME PLEASE!
 
 
07 September 2009 @ 12:30 am
Here in Aus.
Pro Ana communities and people are extremely hard to find..
I don't know what to say, except that this is the only place I could turn to..
I need to lose at least 10 kilo's, have no clue how many pounds that is by October 20thhhh.
I've tried soo many options, but still my confusion reigns...
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
this really sucks, and time is running short!
 
 
Current Location: Australia
Current Mood: blahblah
 
 
 
31 July 2009 @ 06:19 pm
Hey =] so don't remember if I've posted my stats, so here they are!
HW:137
LW:108ish
CW: 109
GW: 100 or less
Height: 5'3
Age: almost 16
Anorexic with additional digestive disease called Ulcerative Colitis (holes in my colon)

Just wondering if someone could explain to me how your weight is effected by your period? Since I've been dropping weight, my periods have started to get really weird and my weight jumps up and down. Does anyone know why this is or can help me out?
 
 
28 July 2009 @ 08:10 pm
I have pilates tomorrow.
And a Phys Ed lesson.
I'm only going to eat fruit & only if necessary.

I want thighs that don't touch.
I don't want tuck shop lady arms.
I want a flat stomach.
Skinny. All I want.

Current weight - 116lbs.
Goal weight - 98 lbs.

I need to be thin ♥

Some thinspo pictures..Collapse )

Didn't have time to find many pictures, I must go shower.
Stay strong everyone.
Lovelovelove.
 
 
26 July 2009 @ 02:39 pm
i gained a pound
144.6 nast flubby pounds
when my bf sees me hes going to go ahhh........
im so embarrased.
no one understands. girlies.......advice?
i feel like my stomach is going to keep getting fluffy and round and my thighs thunderoussssss
heeeellllpppp
 
 
25 July 2009 @ 10:13 pm
Heyy  
I think I have only posted on here like once but I wanna start getting more active.
Here are my stats:
hw-220 [[fucking gross I know]]
cw-185[[still fucking gross]]
lw-100 <33
gw1-175 then down until 100
height-5'7

My storyCollapse )
Anyways thats my story I guess.
Ill try to post on here more!

 
 
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
 
 
24 July 2009 @ 05:42 pm

Hey guys!
So i'm new to this..
Never joined a pro ana site before because i dont want to sound stupid.
I know im not Anorexic but i do know... im completly lost.
I don't know why i hate my body so sooo much? ...and i guess i just wish i was normal and i didnt hate myself!

I feel really confused about all this?
:/